Friday, June 24, 2011

What's my motivation?

Disclaimer: there will be whining.

I miss writing. I miss when writing meant writing and not submitting, or making a book, or editing a book, or promoting a book, or trying to schedule readings to promote a book, or networking, or tweeting, or blogging (ahem). I miss feeling like there is never enough paper, like I should turn to napkins, walls, the dirt or sand, the sky, any surface, with any tool, so long as I get it all down.

My new project is big and I've had a couple false starts. Couple five yard penalties. I need to throw the goddamn ball and hope for the best instead of just hanging back like a blitz-shy punk.
I miss football, too.
The light at the end of the proverbial tunnel is that I'm reading every day, reading until my eyes fall out of my head at night, reading anything and everything I can get my hands on. And reading lit mags, too. I usually do that, read a lot, before entering a really generative writing phase. Here's hoping.

1 comment:

  1. I carry one of those pocket moleskin journals, and my favorite brand of pen, with me everywhere. I do my private writing in there. The writing that isn't for work. The poetry. But I never write in that little black journal enough. Sigh. Thank you for writing this. I enjoyed reading it. I hope your generative writing phase is upon you shortly. Be well.

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